sugar we're going down

"We're going down, down in an earlier round
And Sugar, we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it"

an old song again, and i find myself reading the lyrics for teh very first time. i've had it with misheard lyrics -_-; its too godam embarassing. even when there's no one there to hear you actually make a fool of yourself.

i'm no internet junkie.. i just found out.. that there are people who make it a point to actually comment on other people's lives. other people they wouldn't even care for if they actually knew them. but see.. they only SEEM to care. you will never know who really cares. our own perceptions have a way of decieving us sometimes.

i've just had enough of this sentimental bullshit that seems to be clouding everone else's minds..

i'm not cynical. i'm not cold. and i'm in denial. but the thing is you don't care and i'm fine with it.