Is this goodbye?

i missed two days of work because i was in a bad condition. i was not healthy enough to attend work for two consecutive days.

the first day, i screwd up real bad.. i called in late. the second.. i called in 2 hours earlier which was the right thing to do for the situation.

but the truth is my body was alright. it can go to work. the problem lies in my mind. its too... RESTLESS.

so.. will this end?